still.... even if...

i grew up a fighter
not physically
not verbally
but emotionally

i had learned to hide my feelings
my feeling down
my feeling of disappointment
my feeling of sadness

i had learned to be strong for myself and others
for my friends
for my family
for my love ones

others may find me strong
others thought that I am tough
but they don't know that i also get tired
that i also cry when nobody see

i also feel heavy inside
i also have my weaknesses
because i am also... human...
and at times i need help....

(unless...u don't believe...that i am...harhar)

friends

sometimes...
it's sad to lose somebody
somebody you considered a friend
somebody you trust
somebody to treated well

why does people only recognizes ur fault
forgot the good things u've done for them,
forgot the good times you've shared with them
or simply juz forgot everything

true friends should share secrets
true friends should be able to share insights
should not keep hatred and dismay
instead be open and true

it hurts to lose a friend... but life has go on...
i think... people in ur life come and go...
now i believe...
friends that come easy...go easy...

but true friends will remain true friends...
no matter how far they are
no matter how long you're not seeing each other
no matter what....

what's with me?

there's something with me...
i don't know what
i kept on smiling
for no reason at all

i should be sad
for losing in a challenge
but seems i'm just doing fine
and was not even affected

did i change?
did something happen?
hmmmm.....

worth a try

there was a time that you said what you feel
you've shown what's on your mind
but rejection went on the way..
and just ruined your morale...

will there be some other time?
will there be any hope?
will there be any chance?
or just same old reaction?

dont know if i can still say
what i want to say
what you ought to hear
what you ought to know...

i guess i will...
i still will...
but when and how...
that.... i dont know...

finished this in less than 5 mins..

Right Then

Modified Julia Roberts' line in "My Bestfriend's Wedding".

If you have something to say....
Say it...
Say it right then....
Say it out loud...

Or moment just passes you by....


Hard to be a middle-man.